feeling really alone today. i literally have one friend at uni and she has her housemates to hang out with. i love living with my boyfriend but on nights like this when he’s out i feel like i have nobody to turn to. can’t believe how different things are in third year compared to first year, yet exactly the same because i still had no friends of my own back then. i just want to go home and not have any stress and see the people i love being with.
the worst feeling about trying to draw is being a mediocre artist. You realize you’re not terrible and family and friends who can’t draw at all tell you all the time how amazing you are, but you, as the artist, have seen what amazing really is and you realize that it isn’t you.